How the phalanges of birds stand out when you consider the weep, the fracas, the last allowable notion in that pretty little head about the proper course for eggs, cheese, two ounces of ghost chili. How no matter the number of martyrs in your lungs you can always find room to draw in enough for a fit of hacking. How you have never been sure Hungary exists, never will be until you see Veszprém with your own eyes, have tea with Viktor Orban on a hill overlooking the Balaton. One more chance, you tell your frying pan, one more chance to make the perfect chilaquiles or it’s out the door you go.